hewoo~~ been a furry since 2016... so many years, still alone, like the world forgot me. i'm in my twenties but feel way older, tired of this endless loneliness. my pronouns are he/him but no one really uses them, barely anyone notices me. computers, programming, anime, that's all that's keeping me going. they fill the long, silent days, when it's just me and the noise in my head 
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sometimes i think, who am i really? feels like there's so much inside me, but no one will ever know, cause there's no one to know. wish i could be more open, happy, but every try just ends in emptiness and sadness. i'm quiet, closed off, but maybe that's cause no one ever really wants to know me. feels like i don't belong in this world, like a lost pixel on a screen, unnoticed. every day is just a fight to survive, to find any meaning in the gray that surrounds me 🌎